天意——not the song by andy lau :P

Chewww.. really 好的不灵，丑的灵。as expected, something really came up to disrupt my date.. first it was this heavy rain.. then suddenly she sms'ed to ask me still going? so i said wait till 7pm then decide.. but still, ended up not going.. mayb she got other entertainment with her best fren but dare not tell me? donno la.. actually i wanna have a conclusion today.. as in my previous post, it's now or never.. so that i cant let go of this huge rock inside of me.. which had been there for very long time liao.. I finally managed to collect enough 勇气 to 表白 to her.. as least can or cannot i gotta know about it.. after this, donno when only i can do it again liao.. 天意如此，不必强求了。。what can i do? (cant believe i m saying this, since usually when my sis say "wat to do", I always feel very angry, coz wan then do it.. don wan then don do.. :P)

anyway, i had said everything will end today? so ok la.. i have to move on! time to think seriously bout my future.. planning to enrol for masters to UNIMAS.. hope still can make it to December intake.. (so last minute lol).. tonite have to think carefully whether to take MBA or Master of IT.. if i were to continue in TM and work in the management level, then MBA might be a better choice.. but all this while, i have more interest in IT than business! ermmm.. but then.. i studied in IT degree but ended up working as a management person.. (oredi ages since i last touched any programming.. hahaha).. dilemma again.. but this one i believe i will solve easily since i always know what to do in work or in study.. haha.. not like this issue in the first part.. :P

and now need to save a lot of money!! since my car loan still got 2.5yrs left.. after tat, thinking to buy a new house for my mum and dad.. haha.. i know they had been eyeing semi-d like mad.. so being the only son, it's my duty to make their dream come true lo.. (but if my sis willing to share the house loan next time, very welcome! ^O^) with my current situation, not tat easy coz quite a lot of expenses every month! haha.. but never try never know.. i did manage to save 10k during my first 6months working.. to pay for car instalment.. :P:P

ok.. time to packing for penang trip tomolo.. :D