Not a good day..

Donno why.. feeling damn moody and down today.. as usual, during this kind of mood, I was hoping there will be someone to give me support and comfort me and to be by my side.. but sadly, there isn't and can't find anyone to do so also.. So the whole day, I was there walking here and there.. thinking thinking thinking.. even watching movie oso cant calm myself down.. (don't ask why I am down.. don remember, and even if I do, why should I tell? :P )

Coupled by the bloody Streamyx connection here really made my blood boil.. it really sucks!! I had not used such a slow internet for ages.. even dial up is faster!!! WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON WITH TMNET??? As a TM employee, usually I will defend the group.. but this time it has gone too much.. I am sorry to say: TMNet, you still got a long way to improve yourselves if you were to compete with other competitors...

So much for my ramblings.. It's time to go about and look for support again.. I sure need to cool myself down by any means possible.. -.-"

p/s: been feeling sharp pains coming from my chest today.. i wonder why and where it came from.. maybe the stomache? maybe the heart? maybe because coughing too much already? haha.. anyway, donno whether it is serious or not.. better wait for a few more days to observe first before i tell my parents so that they will not be worried.. lol...